The Garden, Fall, & Murderous Intention.
When examining biblical concepts and stories, it is essential to begin at a foundational point. Here, we will start at the beginning by focusing on the Garden of Eden. I will not delve into the chronological breakdown of events in Genesis, as this is not intended to be a biblical commentary; I leave that analysis to dedicated authors and scholars. Instead, we will begin at the point where the Garden is already created, and God declares, "Let us make man in our image." This is a paramount statement.
In human creation, we often imbue our works with aspects of ourselves. However, when we create with the specific intention of instilling a part of ourselves within the creation, it is likely that even more of our essence is imparted. The concept of being made "in the image of God" has been widely debated, yet, as a Christian and a member of the Church of Christ, I find this notion straightforward. God exists as one being in three distinct parts: the Father, the Son, and the Spirit. Together, these three constitute God. The Father is God, the Son is God, and the Spirit is God; however, the Father is not the Son, the Son is not the Spirit, and the Spirit is not the Father.
This triune nature can also be applied to human beings. I, too, consist of three parts: mind, body, and spirit (soul). My mind is William, my body is William, and my spirit is William; yet, my mind is not my body, my body is not my spirit, and my spirit is not my mind. From the beginning, we are given insight into God’s mindset. Even prior to our creation, humanity was held in high regard, being crafted in His image as triune beings with spirit and free will—qualities not shared with the angels who dwell alongside Him. This lends itself to the argument that, though God is omnipotent and has access to all things, He sought something beyond mere creation.
However, while seeking this companionship, God did not hastily rush the process; instead, He created one of the most biologically complex and beautiful beings possible. In time, God observed that His creation was lonely. This required a decision: He could not bring man to live with Him in the infinite realm of heaven, as man was not made to reside there in his current form. God’s options were either to end this creation and attempt something different or to create a companion. We know He chose the latter, and thus Eve was created.
The term used for "helpmeet" in Genesis carries profound significance, revealing insight into God's intentions. The Hebrew phrase ezer kenegdo describes Eve, often translated as "help" or "helper," but this interpretation falls short. The word ezer conveys not a subordinate position but a role akin to a "rescuer" or "helper," even used to describe God Himself in several instances throughout the Hebrew Bible. The term kenegdo further enriches this by meaning "corresponding to" or "equal to." This suggests Eve was created as a partner standing "face to face" or "opposite" Adam, symbolizing equality, complementarity, and balance. The term ezer kenegdo thus conveys a vision of Eve as an equal and complementary helper, rather than a subordinate, emphasizing a relationship intended to be mutual and supportive rather than hierarchical.
God recognized that a companion merely "subject" to Adam would not fulfill the need for genuine partnership. Instead, He created woman to complete and complement Adam's life. Notably, God created a woman rather than another man or two women, underscoring the biblical value of the "nuclear family." Statistics highlight that children raised in two-parent households, followed closely by those raised by single fathers, show the highest success rates—counter to modern beliefs that portray single motherhood as a pathway to freedom. This is a conversation that many may not yet be ready to fully engage with, but it merits thoughtful consideration.
I mention this to underscore that God’s design and intentions, as portrayed in Scripture, often align more closely with "conservative" principles than "liberal" ones. This inclination is evident throughout biblical narratives, where themes of order, structure, and intentional design frequently emerge. For anyone with even a foundational understanding of biblical teachings, this should come as no surprise, as it reflects a consistent pattern within the text.
In the story of humanity’s beginnings, we encounter the first family and, shortly after, the first rule: do not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. While we do not know precisely how long Adam and Eve refrained from eating it, we can reasonably assume it was some time, as God was accustomed to walking with Adam in the garden. Such familiarity suggests an established routine rather than something developed over a few days. Nonetheless, the moment came when the fruit was consumed.
As a brief aside, it is worth noting that the forbidden fruit is often portrayed as an apple, yet humans have no inherent aversion to eating apples today. Interestingly, later in the Bible, a man named Judas would betray Jesus, tainting the use of his name for centuries. Ironically, the name "Judas" means "let God be praised." It’s curious that humanity's symbolic downfall involves something as ordinary as fruit, while the individual who played a role in enacting the salvation plan finds his name forever marred.
Returning to the discussion, interpretations of the concept of sin vary. There exists the doctrine of original sin, held by some Christian denominations, suggesting humanity inherited a sinful nature from this act. Alternatively, some believe that eating the fruit simply opened the door to sin. Notably, a few scholars propose that the initial sin was not the act of eating the fruit but Adam’s act of blaming Eve, which presents an interesting perspective.
In my view, consuming the fruit qualifies as the first sin. This stance does not imply the doctrine of original sin is accurate, as we are told we do not bear the sins of our ancestors. Nonetheless, by definition, this act constitutes the first sin because sin is defined as a transgression of the law. Adam and Eve had only one law: to refrain from eating that specific fruit. Thus, their choice to eat it represented a direct violation.
It is also essential to consider Adam’s psychological state in this moment. He experiences a developing sense of conscience, and more significantly, self-consciousness. Adam's immediate reaction to hide from God underscores this: he conceals himself, attempting to evade a being who knows and sees all—comically, by hiding behind a bush. This almost humorous action reflects the depth of Adam’s emotional turmoil: shame, self-consciousness, and fear of judgment. It exemplifies common human reactions upon recognizing a violation of moral or ethical standards.
Freud, Sartre, and St. Augustine all portrayed this nakedness as some type of loss of sexual innocence and the beginning of sexual shame. All attempting to give credit to the concept of original sin (which we have established, I do not believe is true). I do not think this is the case. I think that subconsciously Adam had realized that there were some inadequacies. No different than when we have nightmares about being in front of crowds and being naked. This is also why a common trick to feeling less stage fright is to pretend the audience is naked. This allows the brain to see the inadequacies and feel more at ease when feeling anxious about public appearances. This is the beginning of becoming self-conscious. Adam is not fully there yet but he is developing that part of the human mind.
Why do some individuals feel an innate need to hide aspects of themselves, as illustrated by the figure of Adam, while others exhibit a tendency toward exhibitionism? Additionally, can phenomena like the mirroring effect cause someone to shift from one inclination to the other? If so, what factors might determine who would make this shift? Is it influenced by which person has the more dominant personality, or perhaps by which individual has a stronger foundation in the underlying reasons for their behavior?
Furthermore, could the serpent represent an opposing perspective? He explicitly claimed that eating the fruit would make one like God, possessing the knowledge of good and evil. However, he may have intentionally omitted the fact that the human psyche cannot bear such knowledge without experiencing some form of negative effect.
It seems as though, much like the Daoist belief in the balance of chaos and order, our society seems to embody a similar equilibrium. While some individuals lean entirely toward order and others toward chaos, most of us navigate between these extremes, shifting in and out of chaos and order at various times.
This pivotal moment in human existence introduces several foundational elements—consciousness, self-consciousness, a moral framework, and the capacity for evil. Together, these components lay the groundwork for the authentic beginning of humanity.
With humanity’s framework now established, a law was broken, resulting in consequences. What were these punishments? Adam was condemned to a life of labor, while Eve was to endure the pains of childbirth. Adam’s punishment—to work "by the sweat of his brow"—symbolizes the inherent nature of life as a journey of labor and suffering. This concept aligns with the first tenet of Buddhism, which asserts that life is suffering, indicating that this understanding is not unique to Christianity but resonates across spiritual traditions, lending credibility to its universality.
This punishment is not only representative of the necessity of physical labor but also of the essential human responsibilities and sacrifices. Humanity is called to work, to take on responsibility, and to make sacrifices, yet, no matter our actions, suffering remains a fundamental part of the human experience.
Eve’s punishment reflects the sacrifices and challenges involved in bringing new life into the world. This illustrates that, while suffering is tragic, it often holds purpose, deepening one’s understanding of life and fostering resilience and personal growth. This transformation underscores the value God places on the human psyche—the capacity to take tragic experiences and use them as a means of growth, ultimately bringing humanity closer to Him.
Adam and Eve both shared the punishment of being expelled from the Garden of Eden, marking the beginning of individual consequences. In the garden, no labor was required, and no pain was associated with childbirth; it was only after their expulsion that these punishments truly took effect. This moment symbolizes the awakening of human consciousness to both its limitations and potential. Through their disobedience—eating from the Tree of Knowledge—Adam and Eve gain an awareness of mortality, suffering, and moral choice. This awareness, in many ways, is both a curse and a gift: humans are no longer innocent or “blind” to the implications of their actions but are now confronted with the realities of suffering and ethical responsibility.
By being removed from the Garden, they are thrust into a world where they must face hardship and develop as individuals. Reflecting on this, it seems I may have been mistaken in my earlier statement about the true beginning of humanity, as it could be argued that humanity, as we understand it, did not fully begin until this expulsion from the garden.
Moving on to the subject of murderous intent and morality, we encounter the story of Cain and Abel. At first glance, it appears to be a simple and tragic tale of jealousy, murder, and punishment. However, this narrative is far more complex and offers profound insight into the human psyche and our species' underlying moral conflicts.
The central element here is the concept of sacrifice. As discussed earlier, sacrifice is a fundamental aspect of human existence, one that deserves recognition as an intrinsic human need. Early humans, however, could not fully comprehend this, as they lacked understanding of how the world or the mind operates. Therefore, God instituted sacrifice as a means of addressing this natural impulse. At its essence, sacrifice serves as a bridge between the finite and the infinite, the known and the unknown.
Without the scientific tools we possess today, ancient people looked to the heavens—particularly the night sky—to experience the mysterious vastness of the universe. Observing stars and glimpses of the Milky Way inspired awe and wonder, as the human brain could perceive these celestial bodies yet fail to grasp their immense size or distance. Sacrifice, especially in the form of burnt offerings, provided a symbolic bridge to the divine. The smoke rising heavenward symbolized a connection between humanity and God, reaching into the unknown where they believed God resided.
Sacrifice also served a crucial role in atonement for violating divine law, a law that required reparation by "blood." God’s requirement for animal sacrifices satisfied this need. However, the significance of the sacrifice lay not in the act of killing or burning the animal, but in the quality of what was offered. The animal had to be flawless, without blemish, and in perfect condition—representing something of genuine value. By sacrificing something valuable, individuals relinquished tangible, material gain in exchange for spiritual connection. This act of giving up physical assets for a higher purpose constituted the true essence of sacrifice.
I believe this was, at least in part, the intended psychological impact of sacrifice: a means of connecting the human experience with the divine. Of course, I believe there are additional reasons behind this ritual, but for our purposes, we will focus on these psychological aspects and leave further theological interpretations to biblical scholars.
Continuing with the story, Cain was a farmer while Abel was a shepherd. When it came time for sacrifice, Abel offered his best lamb, a blood offering in line with God’s commandment. Cain, meanwhile, offered his best grain. However, the requirement was for blood, not seed. The proper course for Cain would have been to trade some of his crops with Abel or another for an acceptable blood sacrifice. Though Cain brought his best crops, they ultimately fell short because they did not meet the standard set forth by God.
Some argue that Cain’s offering should have been enough because he gave what he had, but this perspective overlooks the importance of following clear instructions. If a child is assigned an essay in school and instead turns in their best artistic drawing on the subject, those same individuals would likely not defend that choice. Just as the child’s teacher expects them to meet the assignment’s requirements, God had clearly outlined the form of sacrifice He expected. Notably, God did not immediately punish Cain for his incorrect sacrifice; He simply rejected it. This is in stark contrast to the fate of Nadab and Abihu, who, later in scripture, are struck down for offering "strange fire," which, symbolically, is not unlike Cain’s offering of grain instead of flesh.
The rejection of Cain’s sacrifice stirred envy in him toward Abel, as Abel’s offering was accepted while his own was dismissed. Dr. Jordan Peterson interprets this story as illustrating two fundamental approaches to life. Abel, whose sacrifice is accepted, embodies a path aligned with integrity, responsibility, and genuine sacrifice, while Cain, feeling unfairly treated, succumbs to resentment. This sense of perceived injustice then fuels bitterness, which ultimately leads Cain to murder Abel. Peterson interprets this as a cautionary tale about the dangers of unchecked envy: when resentment festers, it can drive individuals toward destructive actions that harm both themselves and those around them.
Other scholars expand on this by suggesting Cain’s actions highlight a human tendency toward social comparison and self-justification. From a psychological perspective, Cain’s reaction to God’s rejection represents cognitive dissonance: rather than taking responsibility for his actions and adjusting accordingly, he projects his feelings of inadequacy onto Abel, blaming him instead. This dynamic exemplifies how unchecked envy and rationalization can spiral into self-destructive behavior, further separating individuals from their potential for growth and integrity.
In my view, both interpretations hold weight and need not be mutually exclusive. The story may represent both the corrosive power of envy and resentment when we fail to live up to ideals and the universal human struggle between accepting responsibility and blaming others. Together, these interpretations reflect a multifaceted lesson about the importance of humility, the need to manage feelings of jealousy, and the value of adhering to moral or ethical standards, as well as the personal and relational consequences of failing to do so.
The story of Cain and Abel grows particularly intriguing when we consider the nature of Cain’s punishment. Rather than being sentenced to death for his crime, Cain is exiled—a stark contrast to other Old Testament instances where God swiftly executes judgment. Though this punishment may seem lenient, it is far from trivial and carries a profound warning for future generations.
God declares that Cain will be a "fugitive and a wanderer," yet this exile appears less as a punishment directly imposed by God and more as an inevitable consequence of Cain’s resentment, bitterness, and refusal to take responsibility. His separation from others and his life of wandering reflect the deep psychological isolation and alienation that often accompany unchecked envy and resentment. Rather than confronting his failure and seeking redemption, Cain succumbs to a mindset of victimhood, distancing himself further from his community and severing his connection to the land he once worked.
In this sense, Cain’s “punishment” becomes a self-imposed exile—a result of his own choices and inner turmoil rather than a direct act of divine retribution. It serves as a cautionary tale of the loneliness and bitterness that come from estrangement from God. Humanity exists within the tension between the known and unknown, the finite and the infinite. To avoid the spiritual exile experienced by Cain, we must strive to maintain a connection to the unknown, to the divine. Without this connection, we risk falling into a persistent sense of alienation, leading to a victim mentality. If left unchecked, this mindset can become a slippery slope, often leading to destructive or even evil actions.
Interestingly, from an outside perspective, it may seem that Cain was not only unpunished but even protected. When Cain expresses fear of being killed in revenge, God places a mark on him, decreeing that anyone who kills him will face a sevenfold punishment. However, this act may not be purely merciful. Allowing Cain to be killed would only have ended his exile, thus halting the suffering that comes from his separation from both humanity and God. By preserving his life, God ensures that Cain experiences the full weight of his self-imposed alienation.
As a side note, there is symbolic significance in the separation between the Garden of Eden, Eden, and the land of Nod. This structure mirrors the layout of the Temple: the Garden of Eden corresponds to the Holy of Holies, Eden to the Holy Place, and Nod to the outer courtyard. This symbolic layering reflects varying levels of closeness to God, further emphasizing the spiritual implications of Cain’s exile.
This exile came with many psychological effects. Exile, whether physical or emotional, brings profound psychological effects, impacting a person’s identity, sense of connection, and mental well-being. The forced separation from familiar environments, social networks, and cultural foundations often leaves individuals in deep isolation and loneliness. Humans naturally seek belonging, and the disruption of social connections can lead to intense feelings of abandonment and social withdrawal, reinforcing a sense of alienation that only deepens over time.
This experience of separation also frequently initiates an identity crisis, as people who derive much of their self-understanding from community and culture lose their grounding. Exile can strip individuals of the markers that once helped them understand their place in the world, resulting in a fractured sense of identity and an inability to find purpose. Anxiety and hypervigilance are also common psychological effects, as the unfamiliar or hostile nature of an exiled environment can lead to a constant state of alertness. The unpredictability of a new setting strains the mind and body, leaving individuals emotionally and physically exhausted.
Alongside these struggles, the grief and loss associated with exile often lead to feelings of despair and depression. The absence of a supportive community or cultural ties can breed a sense of hopelessness, as exiled individuals lose touch with the foundational aspects of their lives. This, in turn, can foster a victim mentality, where one feels powerless and fixates on the forces or people believed responsible for their suffering. Resentment grows, and without constructive ways to process or overcome this bitterness, individuals may become trapped in a cycle of blame and self-defeat.
Exile also challenges one’s spiritual and existential beliefs. Being removed from a religious community or denied access to traditional rituals can provoke a crisis of faith, as individuals confront questions about the meaning of suffering, their purpose, and their relationship to the divine. On a cognitive level, prolonged isolation and chronic stress impair mental function, diminishing concentration, memory, and decision-making abilities. These effects make it difficult for exiled individuals to focus on the future or take proactive steps toward recovery and reintegration.
However, while exile is often psychologically damaging, it can, in some cases, foster resilience and adaptability. Individuals who learn to navigate the hardships of exile may emerge with greater empathy, adaptability, and inner strength, though this outcome depends heavily on available support systems and personal coping mechanisms. Without these resources, exile more commonly results in lasting trauma and maladaptive behaviors. This experience of separation and alienation, often termed "social death," leaves individuals grappling with a profound internal struggle, cut off from the community and identity that once provided their sense of self. Recovery from exile requires reestablishing connections, finding new sources of meaning, and ultimately reconciling with one’s past to rebuild a stable and coherent identity.
This perspective evokes a deep sense of sadness and empathy for Cain. While he ultimately made the choice to murder his brother, it’s possible that such a choice became conceivable only after his father’s expulsion from the Garden, which marked the beginning of humanity's separation from God. This highlights a key point about how separation from God may contribute to mental distress, potentially leading to poor decisions. As we continue exploring this concept, it may become increasingly evident that such separation not only leads to isolated poor choices but also corrupts the mindset underlying other actions, which might otherwise be considered morally neutral or even positive in different circumstances.
It is an intriguing notion to consider that Cain and Abel were the first true human beings—meaning they were the first born through human reproductive processes. The choices and paths of their lives seem to represent the extreme ends of the human psyche and thought processes. I propose that the human psyche can be categorized into three main groups, each with three subcategories, similar to the alignment system commonly seen in role-playing games, both tabletop and electronic. This system is often used to define and describe characters, yet it also provides a useful framework for examining the alignment of the human moral compass. The three primary categories are lawful, neutral, and chaotic, while the subcategories are good, neutral, and evil. Abel’s actions and mindset could be interpreted as embodying a "lawful good" alignment, while Cain’s choices and thought processes might be viewed as aligning more with "chaotic evil."
It is worth noting—and perhaps exploring further—that the world’s first-born humans, Cain and Abel, appear to represent opposing extremes of the moral compass that most individuals strive to follow. This observation offers an intriguing foundation for understanding the origins of human morality and the archetypal patterns that shape our behavior. Examining these figures through the lens of morality may reveal insights into how early human choices and values have influenced our perceptions of good and evil, lawful and chaotic, forming a structure by which humanity continues to define ethical behavior and decision-making. Such a perspective invites deeper investigation into the moral archetypes that seem embedded within human nature itself.